Thanksgiving

Everyone have own difficulty and problem in life. I am having a lot of problem in my life too. Sometimes, I just want to give up. Sometimes, I just keep complaining to God and keep asking why all this happen to me. The main problem in my life is lack of money. ^_^

Then God sent me a brother. He visit me for a dinner. During the dinner, he share his life experience to me. He start working at the age of thirteen. Since then he is financially independent from family. He does not has any education qualification. He start working in a supermarket and continue to be a sales person. His car was tolled because he does not pay the instalment. He has experience with only one dollar left and owe a lot of money to relatives.

God sent someone that suffering more than me and show me the life of others. People who they love is suffering in sick and pain. Some of them are eagerly looking for a suitable job.

God is teaching me a lesson of thankgiving. It is the opposite of complain. It can overcome complain. Life is not for me to complain, it is for me to enjoy and overcome.

(1 Thessalonians 5:16-18) Be joyful always; pray continually; give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus.

Wandering Around

I was not working this morning. Although I had no transportation to go anywhere, I decided to went walking around because staying alone in a house without Internet is killing.

It was ten o'clock in the morning, the sun is shining. It was not very comfortable walking in the strong shining sun. I was sweating. I walked pass a stony path in a bush. The bush is half a metre tall. A man was walking in front of me slowly, I proposely kept a distance from him cause there were some crime nowaday on the newspaper.

After half an hour walk, I reached my destination - a comic shop. It was not open yet. So I continued my walk and look into every shop around the area. After one hour walk, I felt tired and stop to have a light breakfast. Then I went into the comic shop and read a comic.

After comic, I continued my walk without destination. I stop at a bus stop. A bus came and I took the bus. I enjoyed the 5 minutes journey on the bus very much. I end up in the second comic shop.

All was so common but it is worthy to be recorded because it is a special occasion out of my ordinary routine working life. I enjoyed the walk very much. This was my Sabbath.

(Genesis 2:2-3) By the seventh day God had finished the work he had been doing; so on the seventh day he rested from all his work. And God blessed the seventh day and made it holy, because on it he rested from all the work of creating that he had done.

New Year Resolution

Every new year, people will have new year resolution. I really do not have any new year resolution. I was asked a question, "How long in advance are you planning your life?". Of course I do plan my life. My answer is daily, I plan my life day after day. If you ask me about next week, I have no idea. Now people start to talk about yearly plan!

However, it is good to have new year resolution so that at the end of the year I can evaluate my personal performance over the year. The first resolution is to get marry this year. This is a big one cause I really have to save a lot of money for this. It is like a mission impossible to me. Anyway this is the first resolution.

Second, I want to have 80% of church activities attendance. Last year, my attendance is around 30%. So I have plenty of hardwork and obstacle to overcome. Attend church activities is not a easy task in my environment since I am work tight, financially unstable, and physically unfit (sick and lazy).

Some people are having resolution to pick up some ministry in church. Me too but this have to depend on my second resolution. If I am not be able to attend church activities, how am I going to serve the church. Anyway, I do hope I can spend a little time to contribute to the growth and function of church.