Hope of Christmas

I have been lazy, demotivated for a long period of time. It seem nothing bring me excitement. I have no passion of doing anything. I am not sure what happen to me. But I am sure something goes wrong. haha.

I am having a new job, new task waiting for me to accomplish. I am getting marriage next year, tons of task pending for me to be done for the marriage. Nothing good for me to do for the kingdom of god at this moment. aha. I must do all this. What is my hobby? What is my interest? Hobby and interest is luxury for me.

This morning, pastor said, if you found yourself with the above mentioned symptom, chances are you feel hopeless of life. haha. There are so many task for me to do and I will found satisfaction of accomplishment of all these. How come I am hopeless? And the pastor said, all these satisfactions or happiness are temporary. All will come to past and you will feel emptiness again. Sound right but that is the concept of life, isn't it?

The pastor continue to speak, "Christmas give us a hope that after this life we will have eternal life together with Jesus Christ." Oh, that sound great. May be I should focus more on eternal life. In fact I receive all these message in a asleep condition. haha.

First Day in New Company

Today is the first day I report to a new company. My boss is friendly and give me some work to do. I am given the opportunity to estimate my time for a project. I am given a lot of freedom on how I can do my work. I wish I can do it right and fast. My boss' objective is fast and working no matter how you do it. It is the reality of the business world which is contradict to artistic programming. Work worth nothing if it is not selling at the right time with a right price. May Jesus guide me through this.

Farewell

I have leave my job that last 9 months. I get to know some wonderful friends in these 9 months. They made my life in 2006 colourful and memorable. Some of them just highly skillful in programming. Some of them are good leader. Some of them are good cheer leader. Some of them are sensational. All of them are friendly and helpful. I felt really good to be with them and felt 9 months are too short.

Some of them stay, some of them left, some of them leaving. What a variable world. Seem nothing is lasting.

At the last day of my job, I wrote a farewell letter to all of them to show my appreciation too. I did gain a lot of technical skill and working experience from the job but I value the friendship the most. However, I am really bad at maintaining human relationship.

Final Destination 3

I seldom have time for entertainment but I watched movie again. The movie named "Final destination 3". The story is simple, a girl have illusion before she is going to ride on a roller coaster that the roller coaster will crash and all the people die. She get off and warned, some people get off after her warning, other went on. The roller coaster crashed and the people die. All the survivors die within a short period of time too. The story depict death as the final destination no matter how your life is.

We know all people surely die one day. No one can escape. Bible says (Genesis 2:16) And the LORD God commanded the man, "You are free to eat from any tree in the garden; 17 but you must not eat from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, for when you eat of it you will surely die." This is because human commit sin or disobey God's command that we will surely die. What a stupid ancestor of ours but we repeat this generation by generation.

But here come the gospel (John 3:16) For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.